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Thursday, April 28

One Small Step for Anna, One Giant Leap Back Into Bed

Well, I think this week is my week of good deeds. Stange that someone who wants to take over the world is trying to do something good, but that's just how this week turned out.

Monday night, while doing my lab, I found out something really amazing. Amazing, but something that I can't do anything about, so I have to leave things how they are. It's a bit of a pain, but doable. OK, so in regards to that, my good deed is going to be to end it before anything does happen, because he doesn't seem to be able to do anything, and he mentioned that he was losing sleep over it, and that's not good at all.

Tuesday, realised that break-ups can hit people really hard when it's not mutual. So decided to cheer Sam up. He got the dreaded call asking that they meet to give each other their stuff back. So I just let him vent. He was looking a little better when he left to go to class.

Wednesday, Andrew wanted to finish his assignment, but he had promised a friend that he'd take him through an instance in WoW. So I helped take his friend through instead. Andrew did come along and help later, which sped things up a lot. I also got to duel Andrew, and lost both duels, as usual. Once I catch up to his level, I'm hoping things will be different.

Thursday, more Sam cheering up. He saw his ex on the way to anime today. So after anime, I felt that it was my job to cheer him up again. He started laughing, so that's a good sign. He also said that he's in a mopey mood, so maybe it'll just take time before he becomes his cheerful self again. I'm glad that I've finallly been able to do something to help Sam, since he helped me so much when I started panicking about programming last year.

I wonder what'll happen tomorrow.

Oh, and about the title, all of this stuff has made me feel almost like an adult, which is a really scary thing for me! In primary school, age didn't matter so much, as everyone was still a kid, but in high school, I was usually one of the youngest people there. So I felt it was my right to act like a little kid. This week kinda felt like a step into adulthood, and I realised that it's really scary! So I decided to do what a kid would - jump into bed and hide.

[EDIT] Saturday 30th of April 2:18AM Happy birthday Kameshul, in case I ever give you this URL! ~Cannonfodder

Well, my good deed for Friday was to share my Japanese text book with someone. Yep, I'm the most generous person in the world, aren't I? Well, Mr. Monday said that he wasn't losing sleep because he was worried, but because he was 'happy and excited'. So that just negated my good deed for Monday. But maybe instead of doing something good, something good happened to me.

Oh, I forgot to mention something important. Psychology sucks! I hate psychology lab reports.

[EDIT] Saturday 30th of April 5:23 PM Why is it so much easier to talk about things than to do them?

3 Comments:

  • nice of u. sam's been pretty down for a while now. great work. let's meet up with him for lunch nxt week.mb skip anime on thursday? coz air makes no sense. btw r u workin nxt sat?

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 10:15 pm, April 29, 2005  

  • because doing something means putting yourself out there with the possibility of getting hurt when it all blows up in your face.

    By Blogger Unknown, at 2:21 pm, May 01, 2005  

  • Skip anime? *gasp* I heard that Air gets pretty cool later. And while it makes no sense, it's still funny at times. I'm sure that Sam is free some other time.

    Jean, while you know more than everyone else, you still don't know the whole story. And I am working on doing something, it's just that the kid side of me is saying, "Mine, mine, he's all mine. I want him now!" and the adult side is trying to say, "Hey, are you sure that this is the right thing for him to be doing? There's nothing bad in it for you, but there is for him." *shrugs* We'll see. I was going to write more about it, but Scott wanted to play WoW and I fell asleep.

    By Blogger Fodder, at 2:58 pm, May 02, 2005  

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